part TWO BABY
IM SHAKING IM SHAKING IM SO SCARED IM AXTUALLY SO SCARED DONT TELL ME HES FONNA LEAVE ME DONT TELL ME HES BEEN CHEATING ON ME THIS ENTIRE TIME J THOUGHT WHAT WAS I THINKG WHAT WHAS I THINKJGN WHATS
oh my GOD IM ATCYWILY SO SCAFED IM SHAKING IM HUEPRVENTILATING DONT TELL ME I WAS A REBOUDN DONT DONT DOTN DOTN DOTN WHAT FUCKC FUCHCND WHAG S GOJG ON PELASE WHATS GOJNG IMON IM SO SCARED please god please please tell me i wasnt just chasing after a person who didn’t even consider me as an option dont tell me all of this was platonic dont tell me none of this meant anythinf. dont tell me its only one sidedd dont tell me i forced him into this. dont rekl me im the stupid little girl who cant discern fiction over reality. dont tell me there wasnt anything between u.s please i just want this to be real please.